Sunday, May 24, 2020

Medical Directive: DNR No CPR No Futile Heroics No Invasive No Machines No Agony No Strong Rx | Comfort Mercy At-Home EOL

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Medical Directive: DNR No CPR No Futile Heroics No Invasive No Machines No Agony No Strong Rx | Comfort Mercy At-Home EOL  (July 27, 2020)

since a preteen, inspired by an aunt 7 years in a coma after a 3rd brain tumor surgery went south, having seen the suffering related, i’ve been pro-euthenasia for merciful reasons for decades.

* pro-naturalist life and death: i want natural unprocessed organic drink meals vitamins minerals medicine healthcare and passing.
* death is underrated undervalued and overly feared to the point 'keep alive at all costs' wins out over 'quality of life' far too often.
* anti-smoking ads and combat vets and people on oxygen prove death is often a better option vs a lifetime of trauma/coping.
* most parents live for the kids so may not agree, but in a truly free will society, all my life/death wishes should be honored.
* many elders with chronic issues say it in code: 'you don't want to get old'.  believe them; they speak the simplest truths.

* in a 2012 article in The Guardian,
"How Doctors Choose to Die," retired MD Ken Murray reveals that many doctors refuse everything from chemotherapy to CPR in their directives.
* exotic animal ER:
"when an animal is suffering and not turning a corner with nutrition hydration in 24 hrs and chance of survival is only 20%, it's time to do the humane thing: euthenize."


DNR no CPR; risks outweigh the benefits. want to die only once and want to die suddenly and quickly and calmly without hectic/sirens or panic/terror. so if no pulse/breathing/brainwaves, let the body RIP, dont bring me back from beyond to continue to suffer from generally unpleasant discomfort and often unbearable ongoing nerve damage/degradation/pain.

general: choose the most non-invasive option even if doctors warn death as a high risk outcome. basic triage ok ex suturing, broken bones, removal of shrapnel if necessary, but avoid most surgery, pills, injections. skip treatments/procedures if full independent-living recovery is unlikely or that pose significant risk of new brain/CNS injury or complication vectors, begin evaluating humane end-of-misery euthenasia option.

open to alternative remedies to mainstream medicine incl farmers almanac, aryuvedic, naturopathic.

avoid ambulance, hospital, ppe, life-support ex defibrilator, ventilator aka pretend i'm half-amish, live on a farm off the grid, try to not rush me to hospital; often other options from ‘liquids+rest’ to 'morphine' or 'do nothing' are equally viable. allow me to draw my last breath of fresh outdoor air calmly no panic hysteria sirens without artificial life-extension by medical interventions. 


infectious disease: i support only all-voluntary ‘your body your choice’ mitigations that guarantee us each sovereignty over our own body.

i do not freewill consent to any medical mandates re viruses or infectious disease (ex testing/rx/vaccines): to toxic error-prone pharma solutions incl strong medicine/rx with big risks and without 50+ year human studies; to fault-prone testing ex antibody/serology or PCR tests (inventor noted it was too inaccurate for diagnostic purposes); to vaccines that are historically ineffective and reliably contaminated; to over-masking, over-washing, over-sanitation, over-distancing, isolation, lockdowns or contagion tracking. see section ‘why i do not consent’.

  • dozens of boot camp vaccines may have caused or exacerbated my neuropathic disabilities and most of 55+ symptoms that began within 10 years of bootcamp.
NO: futile or heroic care, code, CPR
  *if dying (black tag) in agony choking terrified, dont hesitate to administer a humane end-of-life misery euthenasia injection (the type vets give wildlife/lifestock). do not ‘keep alive at all costs’.
  *if 'life-threatening' critical injuries (very red tag) ex if body is severely burned to 30% of body, trauma center and days in the ICU plus rehab, do same as above.
   *if CPR is automatically administered but end result adds new burdens atop neuropathy, please do same as above.
   *if a procedure/prognosis has less than 85% success rate for a desk jockey weekend gym type with prior condition (ex. neuropathic), or has less than 85% chance of functional recovery and is unlikely to reverse prior debilitating symptoms (ex. neurological/autoimmune/metabolic), do same as above. 

NO: invasive or deep surgical interventions or excisions, even under 'may die if we dont' threat. all surgery risks micro trauma and infection and longterm pain/complications stack atop pre-existing chronic debilitations. many are overrated/unnecessary incl. appendectomies, c-sections, brain/spinal, root canals, often there’s a safer more natural option that takes a bit longer ex. natural birth, remineralization of bone/teeth via non-modern diet.
  *no efforts to excise or kill organisms or phages incl tumors/cancer/viruses; explore all non-invasive bioelectric technology/therapies only. excising cancers/tumors is not a cure, never prevents relapse.
  *basic triage ok: suturing, broken bones, removal of surface shrapnel, but avoid deep surgery that risk new nerve impairment; explore non-invasive therapies to maximum degree.
  *no removing or replacing any organs to prolong life with joy-limiting pre-conditions ex neuropathy.
*example of exception: after 15+ years of difficulty nose-breathing incl 5 contemplating it, i am open to a septoplasty if the risks are low and end-result equal to wearing breathe strips 24/7.

NO: artificial life support machines: defibrilation, intubation, catheterization, ventilation, dialysis, artificial nutrition/hydration (oxygen excepted)
NO: invasive life support treatments (no matter how routine): strong medicine/rx with big risks (specially without 50 year human studies), daily injections, chemical/radiation treatments ex chemotherapy, spinal and bone taps, implants, transplants, transfusions, vaccines.
NO: kill-all wipe-out approaches: no to lethal chemistry or phage/cell wars ex strong antibiotics.
NO: coerced/forced manual feeding: honor any form of water/food refusal ex turn away or spit up.
NO: coerced/forced exercise/rehab: honor any form of movement refusal.
NO: masks or clothing that restrict breathing.

if i can't speak for myself, no matter my state of mind, refusal to eat/drink, to exercise/rehab or continue treatments ex pills/rx/injections, no matter the dire consequences, shall be honored.  forcing these risk new injuries and risk contributing to end of life confusion/anxieties.
  *if i refuse pills, food or drink, turn my head away, or make efforts to avoid being fed, if coughing, gagging, spitting up, choking, or if i seem indifferent to being fed, then discontinue. no matter my condition, do not coax, cajole, coerce, harass, or force me to eat drink, or take pills.  any reflexive opening of my mouth is not to be misinterpreted as a desire for food or drink or as giving consent to being fed.
  *dying by starvation is natural and peaceful and a clear natural and innate expression of one’s own free will.
  *refusals of any kind should not be chastised or ignored or bypassed, should instead be respected.

NO: long hospital stays, rather do palliative comfort care and pass in a home environment/garden.

YES: palliative comfort care with fast-track EOL options incl humane euthenasia injection the type vets give wildlife/lifestock when full recovery to a decent quality of life and independent self-care is unlikely.

environment: can be claustrophobic, no crowding; allow face/neck room to breathe. no tight synthetic attire (all natural fibers).  no straps/cuffs, straight-jacket, plastic bags over head or plastic suits. no irritants to audio/visual sensitivies aka no bright unnatural light/glares, no high-pitched voices/rattles/squeaks/lisps/straw-sucking/mouth-smacking/whistling or tinny tv/radio (bass is key).

soundscape: pleasant nature sounds incl waters, crickets at night, chirpy birds in am, nightly owl, sat night coyotes, woodpecker sundays, occasional distant suburban sounds like big dog, mowers.

music: an 18 station 'car radio' that I can switch between jazz, metal, blues, western, bluegrass, funk/soul, trance/edm, world beat, classic lullabies ex brahms (or that shuffles it all).  please no overly-busy or mediocre or muzak tracks (no shrilling sopranos or jennifer hudson).

YES: organically jump-start/optimize the immune/inflammatory systems’ natural healing processes.

YES: naturopathic medicine incl vitamins/minerals and bioelectric frequency therapies (tesla, rife, laser, ultrasound, pulse emf to stimulate regeneration DNA, autoimmunity, stem cells and tissues ex nerve/muscle/ligament) and neuro-biofeedback therapies.

instead of rx drugs and heavy antibiotics that stress/undermine the immune system, give only the simplest organic immune/inflammatory system optimizing treatments (ex vitamins/minerals) to amplify the natural healing process and palliative comfort care with pain-reduction opiates as needed with EOL options. with pain medication, give minimum dose to take the agony edge of daytime to allow movement, or to sleep.

in case of illness ex virus/bacterial infections, allow patient to have the full 'healing response' uninterrupted by strong medicine; allow the body's natural healing response: inflammation, fever, pneumonia, pus to complete its various cycles and either heal itself or it fails falters and shutdown.

euthenasia: I want veterinary-grade EOL mercy options incl humane euthenasia (the type vets give wildlife/lifestock when full recovery to a decent quality of life and independent self-care is unlikely. do not try to ‘keep brain/body alive’ at all costs or if dead, do not reanimate brain/cns to harvest organs, instead accelerate the end, make me 200% dead by dosing me with a lethal mercy injection vets use to humanely euthanize wildlife/lifestock when full recovery to a decent quality of life and independent self-care is unlikely. once 200% dead, use poor man's autopsy to ID health status of organs ex GI and brainstem/nerve health, then harvest organs/tissues at will, incinerate rest to urn.

neuropathy: got 'crossed signals' nerve damage affecting motor/sensory/autonomic nerves incl ever-declining motor coordination hurdles and increasing pain/disability.  crossed signals disrupt/effect many things incl pain threshold, body temperature, blood pressure/circulation, palpitations, GI/bladder/bowel function, breathing hurdles, random swallowing errors causing choking/cough, cold/hot/numbing/twitching hands/feet, ant-like crawl formication, pressure in the ears, visual/audio/balance sensitivities/disturbances ex bright lights/sounds, extra-winded and shortness of breath spells, lights-out/faint spells on standing, auras/migraine, confusion/anxiety/claustrophobic spells (on bad air days), 5-second memory blank.

as of 2019, knowing my body having grown up athletic, i feel 85% able-bodied with tremors/weakness/pain, overall quality of life declining, some days/weeks are better, more or less tolerable, than others.

Impaired motor coordination in left leg/arm and pain limit what I can do for work. crossed-signals cause left side weakness, numbing, tremors and twitching, impact my ability to control my left fingers to operate a camera with confidence and precision, type on keyboards effectively (they press+hold control, tab and alt keys, create typos, send emails by accident). I get torso/backpain, after 15-20 minutes of sitting or standing, forces me to lay flat 10min every hour which doesnt work for most jobs.

if on my feet, I get knee and foot pain after an hour. my left lower leg is 20% numb, half the range-of-motion in left foot causing gait impairment ex. tripping so limits sports.  my left arm swing is mostly dead-hang, left-fingers numbing, left-handed driving until age 50 now risky and near impossible, see me swerving over lines/dots both sides, unable to stay center lane. random shoulder cuff and knee pain have interfered with sleep/driving/work and I doubt the joint is injured vs just wrong signaling.

weakness/coordination/shakes make grooming my right side with my left evermore challenging ex finger/toe-nails, showering and drying off. and i don't want anyone else grooming me.  torso/backpain is often in mid-upper back but also wraps to ribs/sides and at times includes the front. itchiness, skin crawl, skin peel are among 55+ symptoms that span sensory/motor/autonomic nerve categories.


i knew i had neuropathy 13 years before MDs confirmed it. i mouth-breathe to eat due to nose-breathing hurdles (since 03), have light/sound sensitivities (since 97). i get extra-winded and shortness of breath spells from minimal or no exertion, lights-out/faint spells, pnd/congestion (since 06), auras/migraine, exhaustion/confusion/anxiety spells, rolling low-grade pressure headaches (since 16). these plus torso pain, palpitations, high BP, blurry vision/aurora, confusion/anxiety spells are why i visit clinics/doctors/ER for years.

each of 3 sciatic episodes 97/03/06 left me with a new set of symptoms stacking on previous, so in my view, they're like neuropathic micro-seizures. one in 97 left me with light/sound/balance sensitivities. one in 03 added nose-breathing hurdle. one in 06 added constant left leg twitching/numbing. in my experience, ‘sciatic attacks’ have acted more like mini seizures or micro strokes.

good days/weeks, bad days/weeks. on bad days (and bad air days) i’ve had difficulty breathing, dehydration-like symptoms, can feel confused/forgetful/anxious, lights-out/faint spells on standing, pressure headache, neck tension, choker sensation and end up at urgent care. bad days occur after refinery flarings. all my ER visits (2016/19/20) are in first weeks of year when refineries restart/flare/pollute post-holiday maintenance.

suffocation/breathing: likely related to neuropathy, my nose-breathing hurdles are 15+ years old. nasal feels congested (can’t blow my nose) yet it also drips, must carry tissue to dab nostrils randomly and after meals, drink, etc..

it feels like I have a mask over my nose all the time forcing me to eat with mouth open to breathe. MDs have advised septoplasty since 2013. so anything that further impairs my breathing like pollution/dust masks suffocates me that much more. i rely on breathe strips to nose-breathe at night and sleep. on bad days (or bad air days), this can occur in tandem with childhood anxieties incl fear of heights, sharp instruments and feeling trapped in tight spaces aka claustrophobia. loose open-neck breathable clothing (ex 90% natural fibers) and generous 'breathing' space around face/throat ideal.

coughing/sneezing: i get extra mucus during/after meals that cause me to clear throat or cough during/after most meals. i also get random swallowing errors that cause choking and long coughing bouts that raise eyebrows. like my folks, i clear throat and sneeze 0-3x day for decades.

last wish philosophy: if you have progressive degenerative chronic illness, it's better to jump the abyss while you have the faculties/wit/courage to do so before a paralyzing stroke/dementia blocks that path.
most of us dont fear death vs being stuck in the middle of a miserably slow exit/demise. whether natural or artificial, be it by murder, by accident or by nature, a sudden/quick death, faster than fear or agony can pollute the passing ritual, is ideal. struck down with no chance of survival is the ticket ex. killed by lightning, fallen tree, fire/smoke, bullets etc. are all better than painful slow miserable degeneration of bodymind by illness reliant on strong medication and others.

note: i rather take my last breaths outside under open-sky in nature. death by carbon monoxide or starvation, as far as my research shows, are usually the least agonizing least violent ways to go.

last rites:  areligious, no blessings. cremation with certificate, no casket no funeral; ashes into wind with day of music food outdoors (ex yard bbq), ‘scrutiner’ plaque on a bench in nature or in a garden.

doctor references:
  *even in a crunch, google these folks for alt remedies before accepting allopathic solutions.

Dr. Thomas Cowan MD
Dr. Rashid A. Buttar DO (osteopath, chronic pain/disease): http://www.drbuttar.com

Dr. Kate Troup ND (naturopath): mthfrsupport.com.au/2016/10/kate-troup-naturopath
Dr. Josh Axe ND: https://draxe.com/about-dr-josh-axe
Dr. Ben Lynch ND:
http://mthfr.net/about/dr-lynch
Chris Kresser acupunturist:
https://chriskresser.com/about

neuroscience references:
Dr. Charles Parker holistic neuroscience at CorePsych.com and
drcharlesparker.com
Dr Andrew Kaufman MD (forensic psych): https://www.andrewkaufmanmd.com/
Dr. Mark Steinberg, brainwave neurofeedback, symptoms/pain: marksteinberg.com



Additional Related
why i do not consent: because all doomsday epidemiology data/stats are consistently 95% wrong aka vastly inflated fraudulent or falsified incl deaths, cases, icu, ppe, etc. and there is no reason to believe in germ theory, so i see no reason to support any aspect of the germophobic narrative pushed by ivory tower quacks and fraudsters.

sabotaging our natural immunity by over-washing and over-sanitizing our skin's immune system or all the surfaces we touch is counter-productive and weakening our natural immunity is never a good idea.

founders knew plagues and made no 'plague' exceptions to our inviolable liberties guaranteed by the bill of rights that 'shall not be infringed'.

many studies, some associated to WHO/CDC, show masking, vaxxing, distancing and lockdowns do not mitigate the spread, so there is no justification for those or tracing or high tech tracking.

for all these reasons, all-voluntary mitigations aka masking testing tracking is what is prescribed in a free society for all 'infectious disease' or health threat
s; if you feel safer to vax or mask, test or track or stay home voluntarily, it's your freewill choice. live and let live.
your body your choice, my body my choice. nobody has the right to force their medical will on another no matter the perceived threat or relative justification.

  • if vaccines really worked, then whether a neighbor got one or not would have no bearing on whether your vax works or not. either they provide robust 98% protection or they dont work.
  • if masks really worked, then why close the stores, why don't they wear them in prison instead of releasing felons? masks do not stop any viruses, are never used for viruses pre-2020.


the trillion dollar germophobic outbreak racket is an overhyped meritless scam. everyone who believes or participates in it is slave/prisoner to it.
pushing an epic 'hysteria/chaos/warzone' narrative and a eugenic dystopian vaccine/quarantine agenda is irresponsible; and any doctor/researcher in predictive epidemiology who points all the errors out, like in climatology, gets canceled/smeared.



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published Jan 18, 2020 to family friends:

These preferences aren't new, I've had them since a preteen witnessing the miserably slow demise with coma/life-support of my mom's close cousin. To me they are super humane and I can't imagine anyone not agreeing with me should they experience significant progressive chronic pains or similar symptoms.

I've included two radically offbeat well-adapted friends who know what I mean through experience to help champion my farmer style 'take me behind the barn and put me out of the misery' wishes since family could be too close, too trapped by guilt/emotions/traditions to make the right tough dignity choices on my behalf. Be strong to boldly launch my one-way ticket rocket into that future destiny adventure on the other side.


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published Apr 18, 2019 to family friends:

Anesthetics… avoid MTHFR-risky sedatives: Nitrous Oxide and Propofol can be detrimental even fatal within days of a dental procedure. Also try to avoid/limit Epinephrine.
MTHFR-safe sedatives may include: Carbocaine; Sevoflurane; Versed; Fentanyl or NuCalm
...
light air movement ideal, frequent outdoor fresh air patio and garden visits (with n99 mask if BAQI under 55% in which case stay inside run a HEPA). crack open windows if outside air is 65+ BAQI.

think positive: anyone who brings up misplaced ‘mind over matter’ or ‘think positive’ examples must be asked to leave the room until they recognize time/place problem.

music: let it be therapeutic and a metric, as long as it moves me, let that be some kind of bottom line if i can't otherwise communicate. the day it loses its medicinal value, and recovery doesnt look good, it’s time to leave the party, head home aka put them in a cab to the next party
.
inversely, do not be fooled by smiles/laughter of an otherwise neurologically ‘checked-out’ victim as these could be the mere result of skewed brain signalling that bare no resemblance to how trapped the soul/spirit/mind of that person is.

walks: prefer soft shoulder bark thatch weeds vs hard pavement; uneven better than flat for head-to-toe active mind-body proprioception/balance.

terminal or not, in tandem with comfort measures, a ‘calm not hyper’ middle-aged therapy dog welcome (skip small yappers and heavy droolers).

death as Rx side fx seems ok if sudden painless horror-free, but most side fx tend to add more layers of issues, pain, suffering, complications, MDs and Rx. avoiding most rx is a key goal.

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it isn't death we fear, it's getting stuck half-dead half-alive, trapped in limbo, in a prolonged state of fear pain horror, longer than we let any animal endure,
that is inhumane. natural or not, i prefer to die fast, sudden and without terror vs slow, in agony or full of anxiety. i see merit in euthenasia protocols veterinarians use over inhumanity of ‘keep alive at all costs’. specially if quality of life is already in decline, polluted by chronic illness and interventions are unlikely to reverse 85% of existing issues yet risk adding new traumas ex. broken ribs, neurological issues.


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published Jun 6, 2019 to family friends:

DYING WITH DIGNITY – END OF LIFE – RIGHT TO DIE – AID IN DYING
  • mercy euthenasia laws are still way too conservative, impose hurdles too high, requiring two MDs to agree you have only 6 months left to suffer, sometimes a psych to confirm you’re in good mental health, two verbal and one written request to qualify for the euthenasia dose.
    • in my view, anyone with any symptoms progressively spreading and not reversing, should be qualified to get the euthenasia dose to self-administer based on intensity and months of pain/symptoms already lived with, and later have euthenasia administered to them if they can no longer administer it to themselves or speak for themselves.
    • nobody should need to wait until the last ‘6 months left to live’ to access a euthenasia dose.
    • have we ever seen an amputated or paraplegic farm animal? farms have euthenasia doses on hand for emergencies. every household should be allowed the same freedom.
    • veterinary medicine does western wonders for wildlife and livestock, but when things go south, we never let an animal suffer long before administering a euthenasia dose. i want all the end of life options granted livestock and wildlife that ‘civilized’ humans are systematically religiously denied worldwide.
  • i prefer not to wait until i can not take care of myself, so please fast-track all end of life options:
    • if i lose sensation or motor control in 50% of my body
    • if i can’t breathe/swallow or feed myself properly
    • if i can not control my limbs/bladder/bowels, not go #1 and #2 on my own
    • if i can not dress/bathe/groom myself, wipe own drool, brush own teeth etc.
    • if i can’t change the radio and tv channels, ring the bell
    • if I can not get around, leave the house and enjoy basic outdoor activities incl walking alone on unpaved uneven shoulders ex. dirt/gravel/thatch.
    • if i can not evacuate myself via stairs/windows in an emergency (am helpless/dependent thus destined to drown or burn aka die horrifically).
    • if i cant speak/write/express myself, if my mind goes soft/fuzzy to my signature 4D analysis
    • if i can’t follow/contribute to conversations, if i look/sound like a shell of myself, if recall fails



 

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